monologue on mute

MOVED.

Tue, 25 Sep 2007 06:06:28 GMT

http://dancemonologue.blogspot.com/ IT IS!

Let's rearrange

Sat, 22 Sep 2007 17:30:45 GMT

        i'm finding it hard to blog. i've got so much to say but i don't want to. sadly, i'm unaware of why i'm feeling this way. so anyway, i'm thinking of moving. i'm talking blog here. i'm sure there'd be a handfull who'd think that it's only right for me to bring up the topic of the break-up. yes it's been by far one of the major fucked up events of my life but i'm not gonna dwell on it and talk about it here cos everyone's gonna have their own perception on this situation and i think i've had enough to hear and deal with what other people feel and think. as long as the people who are concerned, including me, know what they need to know, i'm fine. that's that. thanks though to the ppl who have been making life so much easier to deal with. you guys so know who ul are. needless to mention.

       and you,who thinks my dad's your best friend, i'm not ready to lose you over anything for that matter, after the 5 yrs of friendship that we had.

and so, as i was saying, i'm planning to move cos this blog makes me feel the same way i feel everytime i look at you now. doesnt help.

Need to get back on being the happy person i usually am. guess tt isn't under my control huh. haha.

i'll let you guys know my new URL as soon as it's all done yeah?

PS: I <33 YOU THREE UPT IDIOTS TRUCKLOADS LAH.

DAMN.

Fri, 14 Sep 2007 17:32:13 GMT

Oh no, I see
A spiderweb is tangled up with me
And I lost my head
And thought of all the stupid things I'd said

Oh no, what's this?
A spiderweb and I'm caught in the middle
So I turned to run
And thought of all the stupid things I'd done

And I never meant to cause you trouble
And I never never meant to do you wrong
Ah, well if I ever caused you trouble
Oh no, I never meant to do you harm

Oh no, I see
A spiderweb and it's me in the middle
So I twist and turn
But here am I in my little bubble

Singing and I never meant to cause you trouble
And I never meant to do you wrong
Ah, well if I ever caused you trouble
Oh no, I never meant to do you harm

They spun a web for me
They spun a web for me
They spun a web for me

trouble-coldplay

finally again.

Thu, 23 Aug 2007 04:14:45 GMT

wow it's been forever since i've blogged but i'm back for good. i hope. haha. anyways the last month or so has been one of the most hectic periods of my life. it'll be ridiculous for me to explain cos its really unexplainable. the only people who'd actually understand what i've been through are those who've been by my side and there for me throughout this period. thanks you guys.

Abhaya was an experience. one which i'd be glad i went through when i look back in future.the show was much better on the second day then it was on the first as a whole. and thanks so much RAMA, BRANDON, IAN, LEROY AND HARIDAS for coming. meant alot to me.really. it isn't over yet though. tonight i'll be off to perform in Penang and then to KL after. according to dhiban who pretty much talks cock most of the time, i'm touring. all these rockstar terms i tell you.

i miss the days when

we had time for each other.
we teased and confessed.
we could meet up everyday.
we took drives.
we tried convincing ourselves.
you made me laugh.
we sang together.

i love these people hell loads.

emo talk i say. haha.
speaking of which. today's the last day of sem one!
last day of w14b that means.
i'm quite psyched about moving into a new class
but i've met wonderful people in W14B and i know for a fact that i'll be
missing them. esp Isky and Naf. been through quite a bit with them.

love you biatches.
ps. i'm sure we'll see each other regularly on the 5th floor of the carpark. ;)

high-week-lights.

Sun, 01 Jul 2007 07:20:33 GMT

i've finally brought myself to blog again. phew. so much has happened since the last time i blogged. after all the preperations and excitement, Sonams finally turned 21! the party turned out better than expected. everything was smooth running and we actually started the dance floor(something that we always back out of) so that everyone else would follow up after. it was fun before during and after.

birthday girl!

i think we were having a converstion on the dance floor. haha.

that was that.

and then there was the very fruitful ciao day. haha. ashley had left early so Daryl Majo and i were left and were so itchy to just leave as well. thanks to i wonder who! (=
so then majo daryl and i headed down to spinelli's to have coffee while thinking of something more fun that we could do.Daryl and i decided that we should head down to lucky plaza to play pool. it was hilarious since it was majo's first time. haha. daryl majo and i challenged each other to 2 games of Detona both of which daryl came in first, me second and majo third although majo beat me to one of the two games we played against each other without dary.

dary loves his coffee.

and majo doesn't. haha.

a few horrible disagreements happened at home and out.
most are solved.
a few, not really.i've come to realise that
i've got trust issues.

went to chill at this place called Rocky master with Siva before dance. he had a craving for pizza and pizzas there are pretty cheap.didn't get to try much of it since Siva finished all of it without even leaving one piece for me! ok maybe he was generous enough to leave like 1/8 of one slice for me. haha. but it was all nice and chilled out having very relevant, sensible conversations.haha. i'm sure.
i took nice crazy pictures but Siva refuses to let me upload them. )=

highlights of the week ended with me visiting vincent at tampines. we were both unusually on a high. cock talkers. haha. speaking of which, met two crazy friends of his. all good fun. (=

alriight time to go paint my nails!

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Mon, 25 Jun 2007 14:51:40 GMT

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the Ks of my life

Wed, 20 Jun 2007 16:11:56 GMT

today was an awesome day. ok it wasn't all that perfect like colourful and all but it was just special.
decided to spend the afternoon with rama and brandon since rama's out for a week and bran's going in in two. i hate this Tekong place. it's taking my close friends away from me without permission. in other words, stealing them and then making them all miserable and deprived. HMPF!
so anyways, they picked me up from school though they took quite a while to get there thanks to rama's poor sense of direction which resulted in bran making a wrong turn, and we headed down to town to play pool which by the way bran so kicks ass at! he's pretty good with balls. haha. soccer, pool, i won't be suprised if he was secretly good at golf as well. haha! yeah but it felt real good spending time with them. felt so much like the old times. i promised them both i'd stop neglecting them even if i were too busy to breathe.not that i was or anything, but dance was taking too much of a toll on me that i hadn't been given a choice but to neglect them. then Ian called from camp! he's booking out this friday. so we'll all probably hang out before Ian and rama book in again. i love my UPT (upper thomson) people. they're the k's in my life(constants) although bran stays in Novena but still counted cos he spends most of his life in UPT. haha.

on another note, i've finally finished season 2 of prison break! i can't wait for season 3 to be out. that's if there is even gonna be one. hopefully.
the fact that Wentworth's gay doesn't change my mind about him being hot. he's so hot it scares me. haha. and he's character in prison break makes him extra yummy.

i was waching the last episode of the second season when this happened.

the crazos who make class a whole lot fun and manageable. (:
LOVE.

oh! and HEY ROMANO!
Romano's amazing. he has a brilliant talent of irritating the shit out of people. unfortunatly he's unaware of competition coming his way real soon,

hope you can sleep now that i've mentioned you on my blog Romano. haha! you SO owe me one. i had to edit this entry just so that you'd be mentioned ok! july 14th. i'll be waiting! (:

dance and you'll feel better. i promise.

Mon, 18 Jun 2007 16:07:58 GMT

school has started again. that means two weeks of my holidays have actually come to an end. holidays. yeah right. all i remember doing is waking up and taking 980 to Novena MRT station and a train from there to chinatown early early in the morning for "water" practice. practice starts at 8am and ends at 12.30am EVERYDAY. i do get a lunch break inbetween but that too was taken up for kalai's wedding practice. very very hectic and tiring and painful but definitely no regrets.

the first day of the show wasn't as good as the second. the second day was AWESOME. after which we took prashekh out clubbing. it was hilarious. he had more fun than he thought he'd have. haha. had to wake up early for prayers. didn't get much sleep thanks to the phone call i can't do without before going to bed everyday. it was awefully long in a good way (:

kalai got married. it was WOW. seriously she was amazingly gorgeous i wish i knew how to explain. i don't know how she does it. water practices every single day with me and while i practice for her wedding during lunch break she takes a train down to wherever to do her wedding stuff. the day after the show she gets married. i cannot think of anyone else who'd commit so heavily to a show when she knows she's getting married the day after the show.

love to the three of ull who slogged with me and made overnight practices and even normal practice days so much more fun and manageable.

much compliments about our item at the wedding.(:
chorus to the song we danced to in direct translation:

"light your fags with the heat from my bossom
it makes me burn up inside"

if only anyone knew. haha.

first day of school was okaaay. Ashley went home even before coming to school. didn't feel so well. oh and he pierced his tongue. and ironed his hair before leaving for school today while he was waiting for me to leave my house. haha.
Daryl left too! at like 12+ cos apparently, cognitive today was uber boring for him.
Siva wore a shirt to school for the first time cos he had a date after school. (;
weirdos.

just when i thought i'd make full good use of this one week to rest before starting practices for the next major TFA dance production, i happened to have dance today. but it was happy.haha. we're performing in July. i was one of the 5 who got picked to do the ethnic fusion dance after performing the little routine that he thought us in front of him. not bad ah. hah. it' s a mixture of ethnic and hip-hop. quite scary cos they're only two yr one's in that. exciting.i'm still aching badly but i'm v. happy. (:

look after you.

Mon, 11 Jun 2007 17:36:15 GMT

and so i did whatever i could so that i would have been able to make it for the album launch. i had to go through shit and i mean SHIT. haha. yeah but it was all worth it. something too important to him. i wouldn't have missed it for the world. (: they were really good. so proud. haha.

my feet are so killing me. it's a weird feeling. like i'm stepping on fire just that i can't put it out. anymore turns and they'll be burnt and useless.
but that's just impossible cos my whole tfa routine is gonna last me another few more days and there's no way i'd be living the days without another turn. omg that reminds me we've only got like three more days before the show. i'm really freaking out. everyone has such high expectations of us two. hopefully we'd be able to not only just pull through but put up a good show. so much of complaints now. knowing me, i'll be missing practices and my tfa routine within a week. but then again practices for the next major production that's happening in august is gonna start a week after this "Water" production's over. and that'll be worst. travelling to KL and back every other weekend since we're collaborating with the dancers there. i promised full commitment after much thought so i should't be complaining!. HMPF!

i HAVE to somehow find time for you. it's not something i need to do it's something i really wanna do. movie at your place was love and i'm looking forward to many more of those love. (:

Fri, 08 Jun 2007 16:12:58 GMT

6th june, wednesday was a real hectic day. got back from dance at about 1pm after staying over at the dance studio to finish up the choreography of "tears if joy". had like 3 hours of sleep in the midst of all that dancing. had a shower got dressed and headed to town for lunch with some of the classmates at taka seoul garden. the main purpose was to bring our two v cute china friends for lunch. (:

meet David and lizzy.

we were full to the brim and they were still going strong. haha.

after that really heavy lunch, i had to head over to aunty Vaasus house cos she was giving chech and i a tea treat.
and i meant food again! PHEW. i forced myself to eat for courtesy sake. she prepared so much of food, it'd be rude if i had not eaten anything.

aunty Vaasus.

after which, me and chech went for practice AGAIN. we were done at about 10.15. met the cousins at clark quay. Ram couldn't make it and plus we were planning to go to to gotham. so he wouldn't have been able to get in. so, left with the girls. UBER FUN. ladies night only began at 12 so we went to chill at cafe iguana and celebrated chech's birthday there before heading to gotham.

sonams, dheeshams, me.

sisters,spastic cousin aarth and birthday sis.

i got into gotham without an ID. haha. told the bouncer i was 23 and that it was a last minute decision to join my "colleage"(my cousin). he bought it after much persuation. he was nice. (:

HAPPY 19TH CHECH!!

alright yall blog soooon!
LOVEE!

let loose.

Thu, 07 Jun 2007 17:10:10 GMT

hello. and i'm back. trying to put aside my laziness, which is the main and probably ONLY reason why i don't blog that often. nothing much has happened from the last time i bogged actually. except for Saturday ofcourse. sat was pretty awesome i should say. left for Val's at abt 4 then she had to go to church so i decided to take the train down to redhill to meet Rama. who i haven't met in ages. watched his hockey game for a bit then he, his weird crazy friend Hari, Val whom we met after the game and myself headed down to LJ at PS for dinner.

we go back a long way.

alright. and then after, we went to meet the rest at the pavillion. i must say, it was an awesome night. for me at least. the band played well as usual just that i think dhibans guitar was a bit too loud. oh well, maybe cos i was right infront of his amp. haha. yes.you know, i think paul twohill's crazy. he's so ridiculous! haha. in short, the band played well, the company was lovely the little swing "walk" was hot and the drinking and dancing was crazy fun. much awsomeness. if such a word actually exist.

oh oh!. i must mention my encounter with the 2 zeros! ok what happened was that Loga, Lolly, Russel, Val and me went to get a drink from the second floor of the club. there was a one for one offer so it was ten bucks for 2 drinks. i gave the bartender a 50 dollar note. so if you do the math correctly, i'd have to get 40 dollars back yeah? the bartender returned me 4 notes so i presumed he gave me back 4 ten dollar notes. and so did he. haha. so i hadn't realised he had given me the wrong change till we got to 7eleven to get more drinks. i opened my wallet to find a 100dollar note together with three other 10 dollar notes!!! if i had known earlier i would have returned it ok. haha. i'm sure. yup so obviously i had to be a little nice, so i bought Edmund a pack of marlbro reds. so nice riiight?! haha!

the BEFORE pics.

the bestfriend.

Russel, i tried to believe you when you told me you were sober.
ps: this was even before entering the club. haha.

dhiban the candy man.

Aaron, Russ, Shaun.

so so so scandelous. haha

pics of the AFTERMATH.
(when sober was no where to be found.)

EDDIE. drunken eyes.

my dance partner Loga. who btw way can down a glass of beer in 2 seconds. haha.

girlfriend on a high.

<33

potato power!

LOLLY!

NAT!

he's a part-time drunkard. (:

OMG.

NICOLE!

and of course, shaun the mad stringer. and i really mean MAD. haha.

yes. that was an awesome night i should say. so just you know, this is my second attempt at this entry. since the first got deleted. god knows how. i've got more to blog abt! but i think this entry wil look prettier on its own then with pictures of other outings so i shall leave it as it is and blog abt the rest some other time. like soon!

see you people! (:

I don't do crowds.

Tue, 29 May 2007 17:57:14 GMT

I'm happy happy happy! and i bet you wanna know why!
even if you don't, i insist on telling you! haha.
i got a B for communication UT!
was one of the last to check my grade cos Siva was already waiting at the stage for me
and i had to rush off.
i swear i thought i'd fail after finding out that some of the frequent "A" students got an F!
PLUS, i hadn't finished the paper!
i had to sit outside my dance studio to check my grade and do my RJ since there isn't wireless inside the studio. how lame right but who cares?! I'm
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY! haha.

anyways, today was pretty alright despite the fact that Ashley and Daryl didn't come to school. AGAIN. yes.
i bonded with my ohsotight classmates. plus it was cognitive today. so it wsn't all that bad. nice group. (:

took the train with siva then met naff flare and angelyn at Bugis.
which was crowded as hell! i felt insecure for some reason.
i'm starting to think i'm claustrophobic

they took ages to come so i sat at starbucks watching the second half of the 14th episode of the second season of prison break.
yes yes. i'm slow i know!

W14B besties. :)

these were taken today!

isky wisky wasky.

<33

the weird friend. HAHA.

it's been awhile

Mon, 28 May 2007 15:50:47 GMT

i'm so deprived it's not funny.
having been grounded for a month's not the best thing that can happen to you.
i've been taking it slow though.
figured it's the best way or the wait'll just be never ending.
but it's all finally coming to an end.
HUGE sigh to that.

i wanna do so many things during the two weeks of hols. YUP. two weeks.
pathetic i know. but at least it's a good start for me to get back in touch with the world huh.
i wanna go shopping but i'm broke. so ~~screw~~ that.

honestly, all i really wanna do is just to spend time with my lovely lovely friends and the
boyfriend of course.
haven't had a chance to do so in quite a while. this sat will be pretty awesome though.
first the gig then the slumber at vals! i miss you VAL! so so much! and danielle and rama!
oh! who by the way is booking out tomorrow night. so hopefully we'd get the chance to hang out
after his depressing msg abt how he's being confined and he really just needs to talk. i feel you!

YUP YUP! so anyways school's really becoming a drag i tell you. daryl's phone got confiscated by his mom just yesterday
so he's UBER pissed off plus upset. but that doesn't seem to be enough for him to stop irritating the shit out of me.
thank god. yes. pretty contradicting but school really wouldnt be school enough without daryl and ashley's annoyance,
sam's blurness and izza'a loudness.

i need to start dieting. but i love eating. HOW?!

L for Leroy and what more?

Fri, 25 May 2007 07:47:47 GMT

im craving for a HOT APPLE PIE. :)
and i'm sure you know.

My beginning.

Fri, 25 May 2007 01:49:19 GMT

Helloo!! as you might already know by now, this is finally MY blog! Sandhya Suresh's blog!. haha. started amazingly through a sudden urge of wanting to have a blog after years of despising those with one. well, since i'm in this weird school which refuses to do without laptops and schools starting to become a DRAG, i thought why not have an inexistent best friend. haha. yup. before you prejudge my best friend, its not all that done yet. and i must warn you that if you're planning to be a regular visitor of this blog, and you're gonna be reading all or at least most of my entries, please expect alot of HAHAs, and exclamation marks!. cos i tend to get excited over little things as you might already know. haha.
ALSO ALSO, credits to those who helped me create this blog in like ONE night! haha. like IZZA! who did practically everything you see on this blog at this very moment, and the rest like Val, Sammiebaby, MC,Dary,and Leroy who help me come up with ideas for the URL.